A suicide note to my cats, 

those ideas come at night

you're ashamed of me like you'll?

I'm so sorry, I just fall

Not too pretty and not too smart

What I'm even good at? 

You don't even say to care at night

you didn't say goodnight

I always tought would be better if I just die

Not a place on earth just a place in time

too darkes things goes through my mind

How could I should want to survive?

I have been from blackout to pandemic

to poverty and cruelty

all my hunger had me skinny

all of my tears had me so pretty

and all of my fears gets me so quite

so afraid of say something